It's officially a negative.
He said my HCG level was 1, which is pretty much equal to 0.
We're scheduled for a consultation on 5/10 and hope to start the next cycle asap... while I'm on COBRA insurance with a partial fertility benefit.
Dr. D said my uterus looked perfect so he's thinking my embryos had cromozomal abnormalities. He wants me to stop all meds and start taking Co-Q 10, 400mg a day. This is suppose to improve the quality and quantity of my eggs. I told him that IVF sucks and his patients go through a lot. I was kind of laughing as I said it... it wasn't meant to be or come across as offensive. He said he knows, he feels it from his patients and that's why they do everything they can to have the great success rates that they have.
The emotions of it: I'm really sad. There are no words for how I feel. I can't stop crying. To be honest, I almost passed out because I couldn't catch my breath. This just isn't fair. This was suppose to be it. "Unexplained Infertiility"... I'm suppose to be the easy case. IVF sucks. I don't want to do it again... but I will. Mothers Day next week will suck.
I just want to allow myself today to be sad and feel sorry for myself (and Corey). I can pick myself up and be positive another day.